This Time Tomorrow

Well this is it. Today marks the last day of my pregnancy. One chapter is ending and a whole new chapter is about to begin. It has been a pretty eventful nine months, but I would do it all over again in a heartbeat.

As I write this, by this time tomorrow I will have a baby in my arms.

Knowing the exact date your baby is going to be born is quite a surreal experience. But knowing the date and counting down, working through a crazy to do list until your house is shiny and everything is ready just seems so odd. Knowing that in approximately 18 hours I’ll be holding my sweet baby boy in my arms...is at times a little incomprehensible.

I'm scared, nervous, anxious, excited, happy and a million other things in between. I can not believe that tomorrow I will finally get to hold and snuggle my son who I have been so excited to meet from the moment I saw a positive on that pregnancy test way back in January.

Until then...I'm going to....




Comments

  1. Non Sequitur ChicaSeptember 11, 2014 at 1:47 PM

    YES!! I'm so excited for you! As much as I was sad about having a c-section, it was nice to be able to pick my daughter's birthday! I'm so excited for you to meet your son and I can't wait to hear about it and see pictures!

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  2. JustMeSeptember 11, 2014 at 2:01 PM

    That IS surreal. I cannot tell you how happy and excited I am for you! Can't wake to see pictures. Thinking of you Mama!!

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  3. waiting and wishingSeptember 11, 2014 at 2:52 PM

    I am SO excited for you! It was so weird knowing when the boys were coming. Knowing the time and date was so weird, and spending the day before doing final preparations was bazaar! Wishing you all the best, I cannot wait to hear all about him!!!!!

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  4. KelBelSeptember 11, 2014 at 3:05 PM

    So excited for you!!! Will be keeping you, Adam and baby boy in my thoughts tomorrow. xoxo

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  5. Our Journey Through This Lovely LifeSeptember 11, 2014 at 4:24 PM

    I'm already crying!! I can't wait to see his sweet face!!!

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  6. AmieSeptember 11, 2014 at 5:06 PM

    This is so exciting!! Hoping everything goes smoothly and you are cuddling with your baby soon :)

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  7. FrancieSeptember 11, 2014 at 6:24 PM

    BEST OF LUCK TOMORROW! Can't wait to see the little sweetie.

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  8. Hapa HopesSeptember 11, 2014 at 8:37 PM

    Best wishes Janet! You're in for he ride of your life! Enjoy every second!!!!!

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  9. MarthaSeptember 12, 2014 at 4:04 AM

    So excited for you! Have been following you for a long time-- at last your little one is (nearly) here!!

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  10. AislinnSeptember 12, 2014 at 9:30 PM

    How am I just now seeing this?! So excited for you to meet your baby boy! (who I'm sure is here by now.)

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  11. ChickenpigSeptember 15, 2014 at 8:49 AM

    Can't wait to see pictures. I hope that everything goes according to plan :)

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  12. KelseySeptember 16, 2014 at 12:51 AM

    I know I am a little late to the "birth day" post...but I hope the everything went well and the big day was more than you ever dreamed it would be! Hope that you are snuggling that precious little one right now!!

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