Sadness is emotional pain associated with, or characterized by feelings of disadvantage, loss, despair, helplessness, sorrow, and rage. The days following the news that our precious embryos did not survive were hard...really hard but I was also surprised that after a day of tears (many, many tears), I picked myself up a little and did my best to be happy. We had a great weekend. We went to a movie, we had friends over for pizza & game night. It was good. I was happy. And then the sadness hit me again. I was thinking about the grief yesterday. And this morning, and most of the rest of my waking hours, actually. I was wondering why this pervasive sadness was back again, when not even getting to transfer after a cycle isn't really as bad as having a miscarriage, no matter how early that miscarriage was. And I realized, because I'm so bright that way, that the sadness is back because this isn't any different than the grief of the miscarriage. It's all on...
Wow, I'm impressed...I think I'd be too scared of what might happen if the glowsticks broke to stick them in my nose. :) Your bravery knows no limits!!
ReplyDeleteDid the glowsticks go up your nose before they went in your mouth? LOL
ReplyDeleteHmmm...let me think...I sure hope so!
DeleteMy favorite funny face Friday!! haha!~
ReplyDeleteI just busted out laughing!!! You.are.awesome.
ReplyDeleteJust awesome! LOL!
Have a wonderful weekend and have fun rock climbing!
Xoxox