I had to wait until this morning to receive the news that I am so accustomed to hearing...

 I am not pregnant. 

 The End.


Comments

  1. Just TFebruary 20, 2013 at 9:54 AM

    I hate this for you, it is so unfair and cruel. Please know I am thinking of you and sending you so much love today.

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  2. KelBelFebruary 20, 2013 at 10:01 AM

    I am so sorry. Thinking of you and sending you lots & lots of hugs. xo

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  3. LizFebruary 20, 2013 at 10:03 AM

    So sorry you are dealing with such a mind f@$&. It's really not fair at all. I don't understand why you get positive tests and then negative betas.

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  4. Our Journey Through This Lovely LifeFebruary 20, 2013 at 10:05 AM

    Damnit!

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  5. LunaFebruary 20, 2013 at 10:07 AM

    Oh no. Hell, I am so bloody sorry hun.

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  6. JustMeFebruary 20, 2013 at 10:16 AM

    Oh no!! How awful. I am so, so sorry :(

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  7. JulesFebruary 20, 2013 at 10:44 AM

    I'm so sorry, Janet. I was so hoping this was it for you. Sending you many virtual hugs today.

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  8. LaylarueFebruary 20, 2013 at 11:31 AM

    I'm sorry Janet! (((Hugs)))

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  9. Kitty BelleFebruary 20, 2013 at 11:38 AM

    I am so sorry, I know words don't really help, just be gentle on yourself.((hugs))

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  10. AmberFebruary 20, 2013 at 12:21 PM

    Oh noooo!!! Sorry... Hugs!

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  11. KanisFebruary 20, 2013 at 12:50 PM

    Fudge. I'm sorry. :(

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  12. ChickenpigFebruary 20, 2013 at 1:03 PM

    This just sucks! Does the clinic have any idea why you keep getting false positives? I'm so sorry that you keep getting kicked in the head. It just isn't right :(

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  13. JulieFebruary 20, 2013 at 4:32 PM

    Damnit!

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  14. waiting and wishingFebruary 20, 2013 at 4:45 PM

    I'm sorry :(

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  15. Frankie BeeFebruary 20, 2013 at 7:23 PM

    Oh no! I am so sorry - take care of yourself - what a rollercoaster :(

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  16. JoJoFebruary 22, 2013 at 6:38 AM

    So sorry this is happening to you. They should at least figure out why you are getting false +.

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