Sadness is emotional pain associated with, or characterized by feelings of disadvantage, loss, despair, helplessness, sorrow, and rage. The days following the news that our precious embryos did not survive were hard...really hard but I was also surprised that after a day of tears (many, many tears), I picked myself up a little and did my best to be happy. We had a great weekend. We went to a movie, we had friends over for pizza & game night. It was good. I was happy. And then the sadness hit me again. I was thinking about the grief yesterday. And this morning, and most of the rest of my waking hours, actually. I was wondering why this pervasive sadness was back again, when not even getting to transfer after a cycle isn't really as bad as having a miscarriage, no matter how early that miscarriage was. And I realized, because I'm so bright that way, that the sadness is back because this isn't any different than the grief of the miscarriage. It's all on...
Ummmm....I don't know, but I must say that when I saw the picture above (really small) in my BlogLovin'...I thought it was a (slightly mangled) tampon. And I was like JANET, YOU'VE CROSSED THE LINE!!! Hahaha. Glad it is only some yummy cheese!!!!
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DeleteHahahaha. For some reason that made me laugh out loud! I'm sure people are wondering what is going on in my office. I'm going to get busted for "non work" stuff at work now! I really needed a smile today. Thanks Janet!
ReplyDeleteIs "cheestring" a Canadian word? Love it. Much better than "string cheese" in American.
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