Sadness is emotional pain associated with, or characterized by feelings of disadvantage, loss, despair, helplessness, sorrow, and rage. The days following the news that our precious embryos did not survive were hard...really hard but I was also surprised that after a day of tears (many, many tears), I picked myself up a little and did my best to be happy. We had a great weekend. We went to a movie, we had friends over for pizza & game night. It was good. I was happy. And then the sadness hit me again. I was thinking about the grief yesterday. And this morning, and most of the rest of my waking hours, actually. I was wondering why this pervasive sadness was back again, when not even getting to transfer after a cycle isn't really as bad as having a miscarriage, no matter how early that miscarriage was. And I realized, because I'm so bright that way, that the sadness is back because this isn't any different than the grief of the miscarriage. It's all on...
I would say yes since implantation usually happens 6~12 days. I am still at total loss for positive tests though.
ReplyDeletesooo weird. the earliest i have ever heard of a positive hpt is 9dpo, and some not until 12, so I am holding out hope for you!
ReplyDeleteIt's WAY too early unless your ovulation dates are off. If you are testing put a trigger I would say test away at 6dpo, otherwise stay away from the pee sticks until at least 9dpo. It would probably avoid such confusion in the future. I know it's addicting though...
ReplyDeleteYes...I think you shouldnt consider yourself out until AF shows.
ReplyDeleteWhat Toni said. Implantation occurs at around day 6, and it takes up to 2 days for the embryo to make enough HCG to show up. That is on a blood test. BUT you had two positive pregnancy tests...so maybe they picked up on ovulation? There is a web site that may have an explanation, I think it's called peeonastick dot com?
ReplyDeleteTotally way to early for a blood test, like all the others have said. Holding onto hope for you!!!
ReplyDeleteDo we have an update yet?? :)
ReplyDeleteHuh. Seems a little early but you never know. Fingers crossed!
ReplyDeleteYour sure it was hcg not progesterone? Any news?
ReplyDeleteI was pretty sure that HPT only pick up HCG and not progesterone. In all my IVF cycles I never saw a positive test and I was on lots of extra progesterone.
DeleteThis is some serious craziness, Janet. Do you have an update?
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