Sadness is emotional pain associated with, or characterized by feelings of disadvantage, loss, despair, helplessness, sorrow, and rage. The days following the news that our precious embryos did not survive were hard...really hard but I was also surprised that after a day of tears (many, many tears), I picked myself up a little and did my best to be happy. We had a great weekend. We went to a movie, we had friends over for pizza & game night. It was good. I was happy. And then the sadness hit me again. I was thinking about the grief yesterday. And this morning, and most of the rest of my waking hours, actually. I was wondering why this pervasive sadness was back again, when not even getting to transfer after a cycle isn't really as bad as having a miscarriage, no matter how early that miscarriage was. And I realized, because I'm so bright that way, that the sadness is back because this isn't any different than the grief of the miscarriage. It's all on...
Love the dress,where did you pick it up for $20 and do we have that store here?!
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DeleteLove the dress! and I had to laugh out loud because that is totally something Scott and I would do! This weekend we took Waffles, Our dog not the food. To a festival thingy for dogs, and Scott forgot her leash...we had to use his belt. Yep totally would have forgot the bag too! The dress you found is adorable! Love it! What a gorgeous church!~ Lovin all the photos! Have a lovely week! :D
ReplyDeleteI love the fact that you, your husband and family members all make the funny faces so much!
ReplyDeleteI am so insanely jealous of that top picture I can't even see straight - and I love, love love love, that dress!
ReplyDeleteOk now put up a video.. how am I to properly stalk you in a creepy fashion... ;)
Hey! I just found you through Stupid Stork! How were we not blogging friends yet?? Looks like such a fun weekend!! Leeeeet me see your video now!!! :) :)
ReplyDeleteYou look amazing and I NEED that $20 dress it is amazing. Glad you had fun!
ReplyDeleteOh Janet I saw on fb that you forgot your clothes! The dress you found looks great though and you will never make that same mistake again. Looking forward to your vlog!
ReplyDeleteI can't believe you found that dress for $20! What a bargain. And I have to say that forgetting your garmet bag at home is totally something I would do. My BFF got married last year one state away from where I live and I left all my makeup at home. I was the maid of honor. Fortunately, the other ladies in the bridal party let me borrow their makeup.
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