Sadness is emotional pain associated with, or characterized by feelings of disadvantage, loss, despair, helplessness, sorrow, and rage. The days following the news that our precious embryos did not survive were hard...really hard but I was also surprised that after a day of tears (many, many tears), I picked myself up a little and did my best to be happy. We had a great weekend. We went to a movie, we had friends over for pizza & game night. It was good. I was happy. And then the sadness hit me again. I was thinking about the grief yesterday. And this morning, and most of the rest of my waking hours, actually. I was wondering why this pervasive sadness was back again, when not even getting to transfer after a cycle isn't really as bad as having a miscarriage, no matter how early that miscarriage was. And I realized, because I'm so bright that way, that the sadness is back because this isn't any different than the grief of the miscarriage. It's all on...
I wish there was something I could say that would make it better, but I know there isn't. I'm so sorry. Thinking about you!
ReplyDeleteThinking about you and wishing you comfort and peace. Take good care of yourself and hold each other tight.
ReplyDeleteOh God...I am so sorry. I feel sick for you. Take comfort in the arms of your loved ones.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. I was really pulling for you guys.
ReplyDeleteOh I am so sorry Janet. Why is life so cruel.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear this, I know how frustrating this can be!!! Sending you love and strength. Take care of yourself!!
ReplyDeleteI'm so, so sorry.
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