Limbo

Lately, I have been avoiding blogging about my infertility journey. It has been easier to write about other things…the garden, rock climbing, work, etc. Really, I don’t know what to say or even what I’m thinking. I feel lost in a daze. 


There is a moment, a moment when fertility treatments cease, and you find yourself in a holding pattern. Unsure of what will come next, unsure of where you fit in now.

Limbo. Baby-making limbo. There is where I am. 

There has been no medications, no shots, no blood work or ultrasounds and to be honest...this reality has been a little strange to adjust to after having cycled pretty much non stop since last summer. Don't get me wrong...this has been nice...just strange.

So for now, I fill my time with work, climbing, reading, cooking. And…for the first time in over a year…I am trying to get back into the groove. We’ll see if I can continue to make this happen. But overall, it feels great.

Thanks for all of your support and for reading my blog and hanging in there with me. It means a great deal...it really does.



Limbo by XOJY via Etsy





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  1. I'm so sorry that you're in limbo... hope this time brings some peace for you and that you can move forward soon. Love always xoxo

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