Holding Onto Hope

Beta is bright and early tomorrow morning. It's been quite a journey to get to this point. Along the way I have discovered some good and bad things about myself but what I do know is that I have tried my very best to hold onto hope and stay optimistic. 


Tomorrow is going to be what tomorrow will be.


Hope by Little Light Creative via Etsy


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  1. ChonDecember 20, 2011 at 3:54 PM

    Good luck. Tomoroow is a good day I can feel it.

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  2. waiting and wishingDecember 20, 2011 at 4:06 PM

    I have huge amounts of hope for you tomorrow! I can't wait to hear :)

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  3. AnonymousDecember 20, 2011 at 5:27 PM

    GL tomorrow, did you take a HPT?

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  4. Sean Ski DudeDecember 20, 2011 at 11:11 PM

    Fingers crosses!!!

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  5. Calmly ChaoticDecember 21, 2011 at 9:45 AM

    ohhh Janet I will be checking this non stop today. thinking of you.

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  6. JanDecember 21, 2011 at 12:22 PM

    So I have been stalking you like a mad woman... have been at work last night checking like crazy... just figured out my darn sign in...whilst trying to make a new account.. go figure.

    I am dying here Janet.... i am so hoping for you and Adam that is is positive...

    waiting....

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