Today Is The Day

I wish I could tell you that I am feeling hopeful and happy about is the day that I find out if one or both of those little embryo's decided to stick around...but...I am scared, anxious and nervous. I took two HPTs last night after work and both were a BFN. The white was glaring, staring back at me, mocking me. *sigh*

I had my blood taken at 7:30 this morning and will know for certain this afternoon. 


I got the news about an hour ago and this cycle was a big fat negative! Beta was less than 1.

Am I sad, yes...will we try again, yes....will I cry, yes, but just for today because the sun will come out tomorrow and all things considered...I have a very blessed life and for that I am grateful.


  1. I'm thinking of you and hoping/praying for a fabulous outcome.

  2. Oh Janet I am so sorry that this cycle didn't work for you two. Also sorry that I didn't get onto your blog sooner. I hope that you keep that hope for your next cycle but understand that this must be a very hard time for you both.


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