Ready To Go

Here I stand, at the brink of yet another cycle. I am petrified, terrified beyond belief. It’s like walking into the lion’s den, after you’ve already been mauled, nearly to death, yet in you go again, knowing the danger. I have to do this, the alternative, giving up, is something I can’t and won’t contemplate.


Ready To Go by Lyric A Day via Etsy

Tomorrow morning we have our appointment to get cycle #5 underway. 

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  1. Sending lots of good thoughts your way!

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  2. Oh, yes, that first step is terrifying. I'm scared right now just thinking about it.

    I hope that cycle 5 is the one for you. Close your eyes and jump! You're not alone, and you've got wings...you just don't know it.

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  3. Good luck, I hope this is the one!

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  4. 5 seems like a successful number. You have been through a lot, but you can make it through one more cycle to get that baby!! I adore your writing. You're incredibly funny and witty. I'll be following along and hoping for the best!!!

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  5. I'm a new follower of your blog. You are inspirational. I hope this cycle is the one for you two. We are currently preparing for our last frozen. I am definitely ignoring the fact we are in a cycle, at least until the progesterone takes over, to try to avoid that fear you speak of.

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  6. I know how you feel.....such a shitty place to be. It's so hard to not overthink everything. But you will get there, you came so close last time - that's got to mean something, right? Hopefully it was a little kick start and now that your body has got the taste it will be 100% on board. Good luck with your new clinic today - looking forward to hearing how it goes.

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